a beginning to an end.

well... it seems that life has lead me to believe that everything is about connections. we are always striving for connections. going to any great length to feel a connection with something or someone. so here i am at the beginning of something new trying to make a connection. i just moved. not far. but a move none-the-less. i think every step forward always makes you question where you are going and where you have been. you have left a comfortable spot where were once at to venture into something new and unknown. i have felt unsatisfied about much of everything... however, i have been trying to look on the bright side of things. everyone has always told me i belong in a city... so here i am in the city missing the town i grew up in! i have been listening to billie holiday. one word beautiful! i find her an ounce bit soothing. its just hard for a bit....